Second Thoughts [Chapter 5]

That day, I saw that Dill fellow looking at Scout with this...this...expression.... I think I know what is, but I hope I'm wrong! I don't like it. Scout's too young. THEY'RE too young. I'm getting second thoughts about that boy...

I remember my first and only love... Ebony Amaro. We met a very long time ago. He was a very caring man. He really understood me. An intellectual, picked up things very fast. I thoroughlyenjoyed long conversations with him and when I wasn't talking to him, I longed to. We weren't into that lovey dovey gooey gumdrop kind of thing. We were above that. In a word, our relationship was...Perfect. Zeebo's one of the products of my time with him, the first. After that..he..well... he's in a better place now...I...Excuse me.... I... think I left something in the oven..